Lugubrious 78

Value yourself, yourself again

What would it take?

Have you been told that you are never good enough?

Do you feel that who you are never satisfies?

Do you think that you must change yourself to fit in?

Do you…

You sit there and you scream in pain 

No one hears you but it’s always been the same 

There’s no one but you who can save your life 

Don’t reach for the gun, injection or the knife 

You sit there…

She came home and he hit her in the face

Always controlling he put her in her place 

She never listened now he really wants his space

He spoke to her but she gave him no reply

Always fearful she…

Meaning

Construct

Without meaning

There’s no meaning

If there’s no meaning

There’s no point

Released: 29 May 2026. Click here for more information about the Empty Chairs Series and to listen to the music.

Manifesto of an arrogant individual

Somewhat arrogantly 

I believe my mind is different 

Fundamentally 

From many others 

I read to reaffirm this fact 

Having been so often misinterpreted 

I got very annoyed 

Therefore 

I now consciously ensure my own misinterpretation …

ding an sich 

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

ding an sich

das ist nicht

das…

Toxins

You’re standing on

I need toxins

I need toxins

To get me through the day 

To get me

To get me through the day

I need toxins

To help me get away 

To help me get away 

I need…

(All) Shrouded in the mist

(On) a day so cloudy 

Broken reflections

Ominous anxiety 

Running upstream

Mountains born free 

Suddenly silence

Lost in ambiguity 

Travelling without sleep

Plain stairs by the sea 

Cold concrete (empty) beach

Futures limping idly 

Faceless…

I shouldn't be thinking this 

I wouldn't be in this mess 

I shouldn't have thought like this 

It's true, I don't care less 

Know what I've done is wrong 

But I feel so insecure 

Know it can't be long 

What'll…

Every broken promise 

I’m dreaming of 

Impatiently waiting for 

Emotionally something more 

Rejected pain of silence 

nothing manifested nothing more 

Every broken promise 

Every broken promise fucks me more

Hold on

Stop it

Fuck off

Cut me down 

I can’t…

My body has grown 

Bigger than my mind

Bow down to me 

Don’t you know?

I’m one of a kind

Toddler

(I’m just a toddler)

Love me

(I’m just another toddler)

My body has grown 

Bigger than my mind

Bow…

Nice of you to forget about me 

You said you'd call before I sleep 

Another empty promise 

Another lie 

Reject push away 

Fears seal our fate 

You wonder why 

I'm distressed 

Argument 

Communicate 

Pain and fear 

Paranoia 

You wonder why …