Lugubrious 78

Toxins

You’re standing on

I need toxins

I need toxins

To get me through the day 

To get me

To get me through the day

I need toxins

To help me get away 

To help me get away 

I need…

(All) Shrouded in the mist

(On) a day so cloudy 

Broken reflections

Ominous anxiety 

Running upstream

Mountains born free 

Suddenly silence

Lost in ambiguity 

Travelling without sleep

Plain stairs by the sea 

Cold concrete (empty) beach

Futures limping idly 

Faceless…

I shouldn't be thinking this 

I wouldn't be in this mess 

I shouldn't have thought like this 

It's true, I don't care less 

Know what I've done is wrong 

But I feel so insecure 

Know it can't be long 

What'll…

Every broken promise 

I’m dreaming of 

Impatiently waiting for 

Emotionally something more 

Rejected pain of silence 

nothing manifested nothing more 

Every broken promise 

Every broken promise fucks me more

Hold on

Stop it

Fuck off

Cut me down 

I can’t…

My body has grown 

Bigger than my mind

Bow down to me 

Don’t you know?

I’m one of a kind

Toddler

(I’m just a toddler)

Love me

(I’m just another toddler)

My body has grown 

Bigger than my mind

Bow…

Nice of you to forget about me 

You said you'd call before I sleep 

Another empty promise 

Another lie 

Reject push away 

Fears seal our fate 

You wonder why 

I'm distressed 

Argument 

Communicate 

Pain and fear 

Paranoia 

You wonder why …

Think I’m going to cry 

One of us is going to have to die  

And it’s not going to be me  

Is it too late to try? 

Stop the inequality and lies  

Everyone needs to survive  

Not just the few…

I don’t know what you’re doing today

You scare me so I’m running away

I don’t believe a word you say

You wouldn’t trust me anyway

Released: 28th October 2025. Available on YouTube: 

Break, break, break, break, break, break, break, break, break, break, 

Break, break, break, break, break, break, break, break, break, break,

Break, break, break, break, break, break

You would guess but no

Reality

You would guess but no

Reality

My choice…

You say to me 

That you are free 

Who's to say 

What that even means? 

I loved you so 

Truth had to go 

Who's to say 

So many clichés 

You say to me 

That you are free 

Who's to say …

Stormont stalls and Belgrade burns 

We want peace but won’t lay down our arms 

Leaving no doubt about our intentions 

So many knife-edged situations 

Racist thugs are on the TV 

Placated by public apathy 

Another violent crime denied 

Slipping away…

Stop it

This is not a nice new story 

Nor is it one to brag to your mates 

This scares me stop it 

I must go now  

Why do you think you can do this to me? 

“When you walked…